the world crushed in the last months for me....i feel like a zoombie work work work work study study.... i need a brake.....girls remmber to forget a love or to pass over a suffering u dont have to leave urself in the arms of success...it makes worse...bc in the end of the day,when u come back home.....u are still alone...listening to ur cd and drinking a nice glass of wine listening to an old song....
i need new air...i want to move from this town that i cant stand...i cant stand seeing how other are building their own happyness on the tears of somebody else.....is just not fair....
i am really thiking to get some professional help....bc i dont eat,dont sleep, i still cry sometimes i ask myself didn't i ended my tears?there is a shop where can i buy them?
i feel like i am carrying the age of the world on my sholders.....so heavy and old......this is what i see in the mirror......but i guess this stuff makes us grow....
last night i woke up crying....i couldnt stop.....in the end after 2 hours i stopped it takes some courage to say i cryed....and to admitt ur own tears...even to realize that u are crying...
i stayed up until the morning and see the sun rise....but there was snowing....i felt like i was living one of hans christian andersen's storys.....
just put the cattle on and make some tea....without cookies!cookies are bad!they get all of u on ur lower side :P :P
i was looking on my windows....we are in the end windows.....we can leave people look in or we pull the courtin....we can be lightend or we just love the dark....we can open ourselfs or we can close....we let the sun or we hide from the sun....but we open on a rainy day how strange we are?!?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmDWvGKLzBE one of my favorites songs....
i cant see my head of work!!!!!!!!!!why i started again?i think i become a workacholic...ufffa...tonight or tomrrow i hope to have time to tell all things that happend to me this days....
In the heart of the night u came in front of my door, the most of the people are already sleeping!She knows you came?what u told her?
You said u want to talk…..what u want to tell me?your words are baldes inside of me…they hurt me more thenpain without limits when a limit doesn’t exist…
I think you should return to her……I don’t want to see you every second looking at the celluar telling you will come soon home and you are busy…go to her!turn back…this time you don’t need an excuse you shouldn’t hide….
I don’t want to feel in my house her perfume…let it where it is!!!if she won what I lost is invane to tell you I love you now…
Give her all the roses of the earth but the spines let them here with me……all your things I put them in a suitcase toghter with the tears I cried for you…I don’t want to aspect my end when I know there will be no end…
Turn back to her…never I tought that will come the day when I had to lose you….our love for me was unbreakable….
Turn back to her…don’t make her worry…she must wait you for dinner…and remember when you hug her again…at least think a lil like when I was there….turn back to your house,to your half….
You tell me she is just a form…but she is a woman….i feel pitty for her…but one good thing you did…with your actions you gived me the pride and the liberty back..
Don’t worry for me I know how to lose…I am a woman and the world for me will not end here…all viceversa..it starts now…
I offer you a tea with this weather we all need one….i look at you …I cant belive I loved you….you say you want to close all the bruises….but at what will serve all this???
Already every foto we had I closed it in a box and it will preserve itself…in the book of our story…like a chapter…a monument in our memory…you are pathetic, you are so ridiculous, so false when you try to be diplomatic …you want to set me a trap..like other times…but I will not fall in the game of 3 persons-realationship…
And how is this story u feel the wish to touch me?to kiss me?until where you want to arrive?you really consider me stupid…oh good…now you are even diabolic…poor her…I don’t want your passion..because passion is a bottle that will finish…and who will take all?not me…I would be the 3rd here…..no…..she won what I lost….she should be happy…better go home she must been waiting you…
And so you leave..we say goodbye for the last time….i smile…and you cry…I think is too late for your tears and fears…maybe you realize you did a mistake coming here….
And so in the biggest silence of the night I close the door behind you…and behind of all we had…
Is the first time I feel unchained…and free..betwin the tears….I cry…bc I am proud of me..and I feel like a true women…
The power of saying “no”makes me feel the queen of the world…I will take the best from every second…even if I said I will never be able again to talk with you and not to suffer now I feel free…and happy…and my eyes from today will not be sad anymore….
I am rebirth again…without you…alone…but I feel happy…and I know that men are babies by acting and thiking…that’s why the world are leaded from women…bc we are stronger…
I really don’t understand why you came…and why you lied to her…I am sure she knows…a woman understand when a man tells her a lie….but I guess she doesn’t have the power to tell you…this are we women we are happy with little…
I wish you all the happiness in the world and all the love …even if I see that you are looking for it and you look for it in other placeses then where is ur place next to your wife….
it was beautiful.....i had so good time and fun...but also the memorys came back to me and it made me think better to all that it was and it will be....i miss him....a lot...i never admitted it before...but he changed his life....and i have to accept it this makes me more woman to admit i lost.... i will write a letter it will be my adieu to you.... school started...i missed the university...and we are all back to work... and the fall is getting deeper and deeper in our souls....
what we should take in a wellness trip???mmm...i dont know but i will figure out until tomorrow bc i am leaving for 4 days of spa....today it arrived my robe...satin robe...i have a fix for lingerie...so i adivce u to take a look at this online shop is LA PERLA one of the most exclusive labels but belive me is an investment...For example my mother has on pijama and she has it from 4 years it looks still new of course u should know how to care things...how to wash what detergente you should use....is a long story this of heart of clothes....
so i decidet for the outfit in university is this Chanel dress with this short coat...i like bc is chic i think:D then i went to the THE MALL- and there i bought other things....my credit card exploded:D but i am happy :D i feel so good when i buy things...is a Chloe sweater...a Chloe betdress that i will wear this friday in my spa weekend :D next a Phillip Lim little black dress andYSL shoes....:D i am happy with my shopping!!!!
IS TRUE THAT ITALY NEXT TO FRANCE GIVES THE BEST OF THE BEST IN FASHION…BUT ARE ITALIANS GOOD DRESSED???ARE WE (EVEN IF I AM NOT YET A CITIZEN BUT I AM A RESIDENT) FANS OF BIG LABELS?OR WE PREFER THE LOW COST AND ECONOMIC DRESSES….
DESIGNERS LIKE GIORGIO ARMANI.GIANNI AND DONATELLA VERSACE,ROBERTO CAVALLI, SALVATORE FERRAGAMO,PRADA, VALENTINO GARAVANI AND MANY OTHERS MADE FROM FASHION NOT ONLY AN ART BUT ALSO A WAY OF BEEING..AND IS PART OF OUR LIFE…..
IN MY HEAD COMES THE EXAMPLE THAT “LADY DRAGON”-MIRANDA GAVED IN “THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA”ABOUT THE BLUE SWEATER….WE DO REALLY INFLUENCE FASHION OR FASHION INFLUENCE US…..
BUT WHERE THIS FABULOSE COLLECTIONS FINISH/??are all sold out?WHERE REALLY THE COLLECTION BECOME ACCESSIBLE TO THE US?EASY…IN THE OUTLET’S BUT ARE THIS OUTLETS ACCESSIBLE?
WE ALL GO THERE BECAUSE WE HOPE TO FIND LOW PRICES FOR OUR POCKETS…WELL WE FIND THEM discounted from 30%-70% but all from one season before….
I live in Tuscany so I made the tour of all outlets of the region and I have to mention that all regions have their outlets.
Near Florance is one called THE MALL (www.themall.it ) here can be finded labels likeYves St. Laurent, Bottega Veneta, Giorgio Armani, Loro Piana, Gucci, Sergio Rossi, Alexander Mc Queen, Balenciaga, Burberry, Ermenegildo Zegna, Hogan, La Perla, Stella Mc Cartney, Tod's, Valentino, Yohji Yamamoto but they are kind of expensive.
Another one is BARBERINO DESIGNER OUTLET here there are avalible labels lessexclusivistbut almost all pockets can afford it….plus they have even labels for house and sweets….:D LINDT my favorite.u can check out on www.mcarthurglen.it/barberino/home/home.php .
There are other 2 but less important…
The fact is that is that if you want to find good things u should go out sales season and during the week bc in weekend is full of turist and u can find the shelfs empty…
So welcome in Tuscany…and welcome to shopping in the country of labels…and fashion…
stuck betwin 2 worlds...trying to get from the 2 the best parts and to see if the my cocktail will get a prise....If one of the essences will be closer to my heart then that it will stay..I never finded my place....just like the wind i prefer to move when i have nothing more to give....
i like a lot to listen to persons...and try to help them or confort them...so be my guest.....
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